I hope very much that you also listen to someone who is experienced.
I know what you are talking about. But I wish to Hakodesh Baruch Hu that you
will know what I’m talking about. Look into the Torah. Have something stable in
learning every day. And don’t learn what you don’t feel you are close to. Learn
whatever you want. אין אדם לומד
תורה אלא ממקום שלבו חפץ You learn what your heart pulls you to
learn. It can be halacha. It can be Chumash. It can be Gemarah. It can be
Mishnayos. It can be Midrash. Whatever. But don’t leave the Torah. This is
life. Torat Chaim.
Rabbi Uri Zohar, interview on “From Israeli Film to Bnei
Brak Gadol - Rabbi Uri Zohar | Meaningful People #45,” 20:20-20:56
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2spVmpkrYFE
